對目前生活的禮讚 (Praise to My Current Life)

我想大家多少都有這樣的經驗,在生命中某個階段,感到無限的滿足,有種夫復何求的感覺,希望時光就停留在此刻,因為當下已是天堂。
I believe that everybody have had this kind of experience, more or less, that at some point of your life, you felt so satisfied and content that you didn’t want to ask for anything more. You hoped the time could stop at that moment, because that moment was heaven to you.

在我生命中,也曾有幾次這樣的感受,高中時的50314、大學時的宿舍生活、研究所的OPLAB/Happy Lab,還記得就走在校園的某個角落,想起某個情境,內心綻放出微笑,然後覺得現在的我很快樂,別無所求了。
I had several experiences of this kind of feeling, such as 50314 when I was in senior high school, the dormitory life in university, and our OPLAB/Happy Lab when I studied for my master degree. I remembered that I would recall some scenario in my mind when I walked around on campus, then I smiled from the innermost of me, feeling that I was extremely happy at that moment and couldn’t ask for anything more.

一直以為這是個每個生命階段的高峰會有的自然現象,但當我出了社會,曾幾何時,已經忘了這份單純…即便我的生活越來越多彩多姿,那種從內心綻放出的喜悅與夫復何求的感受卻再也不復現…直到現在。
I used to think it was a natural outcome when you were at the peak of each stage of life, but somehow I forgot the simplicity of joy after I started to work. Even though my life was getting more and more colorful and interesting, the innermost joy had never arisen again…until now.

我喜歡現在的生活,當個單純的學生,在不斷的給出什麼那麼多年後,我終於又有機會學習、吸取些什麼…差點都忘了自己以前是很好學的,但工作幾年後卻有種受夠了的感覺…再也沒有空間與欲望學習新的事物,直到現在又開始找回喜愛學習新知的自己。
I love my life the way it is right now; me as simply a student. Finally I had the chance to learn and absorb something again after giving something out constantly for years. I’d almost forgotten that I was studious. I’d felt so stuffed after working for several years that there was no room for new things and knowledge anymore. But now, I started to find my love-to-learn-new-thing self back.

我也喜歡這邊的人事物,能與我談心又與大自然連結的host mother、偶然相遇交會的各國人士、一望無際的山坡與原野,更不用說我終於達成了想住在國外的願望;此刻的我有種單純的快樂。
I love the people and things here too; my host mother, who I can share my feeling with and is well connected to nature, people from all over the world who I encountered with, and the endless hills and grasslands. On top of that, I’ve finally fulfilled my dream to live in another country. Now I’ve attained my simple happiness.

當然,生命並不完美,此刻的我有找工作的壓力還有偶爾的孤寂感,但我真的很感謝目前生命中已發生或正在發生的一切,因為這些元素組成了我現在美好的生活,而我希望也相信這份美好能一直持續下去,直到我被更大的幸福所包圍🙂
Of course, life is not perfect, especially with the pressure to find a job and loneliness which depresses me from time to time. However, I really appreciate all the things that have happened and are happening in my life, because all of these have comprised my wonderful life now. I do hope and believe that this feeling of content can last for a long long time, till I am surrounded by bigger happiness.

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